i just chanced across letters i wrote to my catechists that i never sent... haiz such wasted opportunities. opportunities lost to sloth. oh well at least i did up fazli's ord postcard and ordered it already. ahhhhh so happy have photos of incamp life <3 damn tempted to upload but ee later get charged =(
anywayyy dear god, what kind of clarion call are u sending me in that book. i really wonder sometimes if these are callings. sometimes, u think that what u do is upright and fulfilling and meaningful. but then someone comes along again and shows u how far the road ahead is. just when u think u hit the highest lvl of need of self-actualization, u realize that there is actualization of others O.o just when u think that it is beautiful to derive pleasure from the pleasure of others, u receive the msg that there is a call to be irrelevant~
lolz reminds me of al pacino's tirade in the devil's advocate. but yea i'm just being dismissive here i know. seed planted la wait and see how it is watered lor. so fatalistic.
anyway random thots: i was damn drained by e last two days! why was it so shag ugh i also don't really know. thenn i need to duplicate my key and go borders ahhh v lazy. and i forgot to bring back my bmt racket faintZ irritatingggggg. on a happier note i had a reallyy nice sleep last night =) on aircon and felt snug, safe and warm under my quilt in my bed. think my 50 dollars to pay for last night's meetup, another night in my own room, lunch with e family, bmt (with shang) and hopefully, many dota games~ is totally worth it =)
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
i just chanced across letters i wrote to my catechists that i never sent... haiz such wasted opportunities. opportunities lost to sloth. oh well at least i did up fazli's ord postcard and ordered it already. ahhhhh so happy have photos of incamp life <3 damn tempted to upload but ee later get charged =(
anywayyy dear god, what kind of clarion call are u sending me in that book. i really wonder sometimes if these are callings. sometimes, u think that what u do is upright and fulfilling and meaningful. but then someone comes along again and shows u how far the road ahead is. just when u think u hit the highest lvl of need of self-actualization, u realize that there is actualization of others O.o just when u think that it is beautiful to derive pleasure from the pleasure of others, u receive the msg that there is a call to be irrelevant~
lolz reminds me of al pacino's tirade in the devil's advocate. but yea i'm just being dismissive here i know. seed planted la wait and see how it is watered lor. so fatalistic.
anyway random thots: i was damn drained by e last two days! why was it so shag ugh i also don't really know. thenn i need to duplicate my key and go borders ahhh v lazy. and i forgot to bring back my bmt racket faintZ irritatingggggg. on a happier note i had a reallyy nice sleep last night =) on aircon and felt snug, safe and warm under my quilt in my bed. think my 50 dollars to pay for last night's meetup, another night in my own room, lunch with e family, bmt (with shang) and hopefully, many dota games~ is totally worth it =)